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ax2x @ 2006-03-07T22:25:00

2006-03-08T03:25:46Z

i passed my road testtttttttttttttt

ax2x @ 2006-01-30T01:59:00

2006-01-30T07:00:09Z

What acts do we put on for others? And what masks do we hide behind?

ax2x @ 2006-01-26T10:44:00

2006-01-26T15:48:36Z

Just took a midterm, it was pretty hard but I probally did good. I have to sign up for my courses next year, its so weird im actually gonna be a senior; last year of high school, Gonna be driving in 3-4 months, its good. This year is going by so fucking fast, I love it. OBW friday, I get to use my new bass stack. good good stuff.

ax2x @ 2006-01-02T19:27:00

2006-01-03T00:30:29Z

Fun Break, new year. Good stuff. Im happy im going back to school tommrow, I feel gross from all the drugs and shit this past week, I need to be clean for like a week and to wake up early everyday. I have an essay to write so im gonna go do it.

ax2x @ 2005-12-19T15:28:00

2005-12-19T20:29:22Z

Should I cut my hair?

ax2x @ 2005-12-12T23:38:00

2005-12-13T05:21:30Z

Crazy Survey about 2005, stole it from Nicka

in 2005, did you:

1. go to a party?: hell yaaaah
2. try something new?: yes
3. have someone change your life?: everony has changed so much this year
4. kiss someone?: yep
5. tell your family and friends you love them?: yah
6. buy something extravagant?: haha many things
7. had someone else do something nice for you?: yes
8. do something terribly wrong?: i could count a fewww
9. move?: nah
10. go to a concert?: mhmm

best of the year:
1. party: soo many i cant name one. Either at kristins in the beginning of the year or seomthin this summer.
2. show: Bane/Verse in philly
3. cd: for me? BYO- Make yourself sick or CIS- Explosives and the Will to use Them.
4. movie: dunno
5. song: Terribly Softly- CIS
6. experience: Ahoy, being in a real band for the first time in my life with my best friends. Having those real friends and knowing ill remember them in 30 years. Starting my own studio and being succsful with it, fnally having soemthing to call my own and have something unique about me.
7. purchase: My Presonus Firepod or My Fender Jazz (<3milan)
8. book: i dunno
9. month: August*
10. day: Some Ahoy show probally

worst of the year:
1. party: haha im not sayin yo
2. show: cant remmeber
3. cd: didnt lsiten to it if it was bad
4. movie: i dunno
5. song: i dunno
6. experience: my friends going away to college, hands down
7. purchase: i dunno
8. book: i dunno
9. month: August*
10. Day: i dunno

hopes for 2006:
1. predict something that you think will happen in 2006?: TLFD FTP Tour, getting my lisence, growing up
2. what do you hope changes about your country?: This stupid war ends
3. what do you hope for yourself?: To just be happy and content...whatever that means at the time.
4. what do you hope for your family?: We get a little closer
5. what do you hope for your best friend(s)?: We all stay close

during 2005:
1. where were you when it began?: Kristins house breaking TVs =)
2. did you stay up?: yep
3. what was your new year wish?: Me and Sausto said we would both stay vegan for the whole year, we both did it.
4. how many boyfriends/girlfriends?: 1
5. broke up?: yah
6. have any crushes?: hoo yeah
7. care to mention names?: not reallyy
8. new friends?: mroe then i could count
9. had to say goodbye?: to way to many
10. missed anyone?: yep
11. win anything?: i dont think so
12. best place you went to?: Warped Tour!!!!!
13. worst place you went to?: I dunno
14. happiest moment?: Probally after some show
15. how was your birthday?: I cant really remember it.
16. best present?: I dont rmemberrrr

MEMORIES FROM EACH MONTH:
january: ahoy pretty much getting off the ground
february: having a GF, writing choices haha
march: Ahoys first mini tourrrr lovin it!
april: Spring Break, wondering about the summer
may: Anticipation of summer, drinking in 2x studios!
june: Summer actually coming and not being nearly as good as it should have been, CONFUSION!
july: Tourrrrr, july 4th party, bushes, huge holes at the beach
august: Warped Tour, Six Flags, all my friends leaving LI, Ahoys last Shows(s) haha, Avenged Sevenfold- City of Evil
september: School starting, having nobody in school to talk to. Routine and going through like withdrawl fomr everyone leaving.
october: Shitty month, feeling like i dont have any freinds.
november: vegan 1 year aniversary for me, being in a better mood, TLFD, lifeeee
december: TLFDDDD, Winter finally being here. Rihgt now!

Yo good shit!

ax2x @ 2005-12-12T00:01:00

2005-12-12T05:23:10Z

Shits good yo. TLFD is fuckin awsume; its so good. We got mad shows and mad fans, I feel like were a real band. Tour is getting booked, I'm getting real equipment, gooood stuff. I'm getting my new amp soon, just got my new bass, just got my rack case today, everything is pulling together. I definatly think im more of a bassist then a drummer, but whateva yo rythem section holdin it down for life. I also got the new Avenged Sevenfold album on vinyl today. Its really cool. Me and Pretty are goin tuesday to apply for jobs at a few places so hopefully ill be working soon. That would be really good. Tommrow im goin to get my braces off so ill finally be older then 13. I feel like this year is a year of growing up for me, (and when i say this year, i mean this school year)ill be driving in less then 6 months which is like a really big step it seems. Its really weird cuz all my friends have already gone through everything that im going through now. Like 2 and a hlaf years ago when i met everyone im friends with now they were going through this stage in their life, and now its my turn to go through it. crazy ass shit yo.

This week should be pretty good, and jared fest this weekend. Plus everyone is coming home really soon. I miss everyone alottttt

comment yo!

ax2x @ 2005-11-21T00:05:00

2005-11-21T05:06:19Z

gahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

ax2x @ 2005-11-14T00:40:00

2005-11-14T05:58:47Z

Ive been really weird latley, and I dont really know why. I think im kinda going crazy becasue of the fact that so much has changed recently and its jsut really catching up to me. I really started realizing how little friends I have left and jsut how much everythigns changed, and the fact that I know nothings ever gonna be the same again.

Anyway, me and nick were chillin at Kristins tonight and her friends from Florida were there. There in some band and I guessed which one was the bassist so easily; maybe im turing into one. He was cool, I decided that I get along the best with bassists in bands, but thats just because I get along the best with Coco in FTP and that other kid was cool. Bassists are always mad chill.

I have 4 recording dates this week, its really sick. When we were at Krisitins, Heuy, James, Nicka and Travis came by. I was talkin with Nicka and he was telling me about Darkhold, the kid the Red Dream is recording their full length with. haha he was telling me about how darkhold hates TLFD because of our recordings, and how there so much better then his and how hes really jealous. I dunno, I think its really funny how like people know who I am because of the work I do. I really want to know what its like to not be me and to jsut see myself from the outside, thats obviously something ill never be able to do.

I decided that by tour in Febuary I want to change a few things. Least importanly, I want to have a new bass, some money and to have built Isolation Booth one in 2x studios. But most of all, I want to pull my life together a little more and be more happy with whats on the plate, becuase im jsut not satisfied recently. Its gonna sound really stupid, but I really need some of the positive energy that Ahoy had back in the day. That held me together when shit got rough.

Comment on this, its really rare that I write this much stuff that actually means anything. Peace

ax2x @ 2005-11-09T21:27:00

2005-11-10T02:28:33Z

I started palying guitar again, like for real. Im probally better now then ive ever been.

ax2x @ 2005-11-07T01:29:00

2005-11-07T06:30:04Z

All i listen to anyone is boysnightout and a7x. Whateverrrrr. Thanx everyone who came and respected my house and shit last night. I had a great time and I hope everyone else did also!

ax2x @ 2005-10-31T01:59:00

2005-10-31T07:01:53Z

This weekend was waay too much. So weird.

ax2x @ 2005-10-11T23:45:00

2005-10-12T03:47:41Z

I need some inspiration. Somethings gotta happen soon, something new. Maybe I just need a night out on the town.

Im getting new carpeting and re-painting my room, any suggestions?

ax2x @ 2005-10-10T02:34:00

2005-10-10T06:35:51Z

Its really awsume to go through myspace and see kids that ive never seen before that have ahoy in their bands list. We need to paly some shows before people forget about us.

ax2x @ 2005-10-07T15:13:00

2005-10-07T19:17:17Z

I feel the few friends i have left arnt even really my friends. Nobody feels that they can talk to me about anything that actually matters, and I feel like a lot of people look down on me. My whole like isnt recording, I have feelings and I care about others feeligns also. I feel so fucking on the outside of everything even though like my house is the center of hanging out. I wonder if people say "2x is a neutral but sometimes a minus"

ax2x @ 2005-09-27T13:24:00

2005-09-27T17:28:04Z

TLFD wrote a sick song last night, as Douris told you prior to my entry. That and I'm really tired. October is gonna be a good month. Good shows, Sausto and sheyt.

ax2x @ 2005-09-21T13:17:00

2005-09-21T17:18:43Z

School, Recording, Nick, Douris, Fancy, School, Recording, Nick, Douris, Fancy, School, Recording, Nick, Douris, Fancy, School, Recording, Nick, Douris, Fancy, School, Recording, Nick, Douris, Fancy, School, Recording, Nick, Douris, Fancy, School, Recording, Nick, Douris, Fancy, School, Recording, Nick, Douris, Fancy, School, Recording, Nick, Douris, Fancy, School, Recording, Nick, Douris, Fancy, School, Recording, Nick, Douris, Fancy, School, Recording, Stoller, Nick, Douris, Fancy, School, Recording, Nick, Douris, Fancy, School, Recording, Nick, Douris, Fancy, School, Recording, Nick, Douris, Fancy, School, Recording, Nick, Douris, Fancy, School, Recording, Nick, Douris, Fancy, School, Recording, Nick, Douris, Fancy,

my life rules.

Im half kidding half serious.

ax2x @ 2005-09-06T15:03:00

2005-09-06T19:03:53Z

So its the last day of summer. I dunno. Whatever all the kids in my school are getting into hardcore now so maybe ill be friends with them.

ax2x @ 2005-08-31T00:22:00

2005-08-31T04:23:23Z

I'm sick again. It sucks. I just wanna enjoy the last days of summer. Instead im sitting in my room listening to New Found Glory. I geuss it isnt so bad.

ax2x @ 2005-08-27T01:34:00

2005-08-27T05:34:39Z

this sucks

ax2x @ 2005-08-19T13:52:00

2005-08-19T17:53:19Z

I can finally wear my ahoy shirts!

ax2x @ 2005-08-18T07:02:00

2005-08-18T11:04:56Z

I woke up today at like 6 and started flipping through the channels and the video for Bat Country was on. It was so awsume it must have been a sign from the gods that today will be sweet.

ax2x @ 2005-08-16T07:22:00

2005-08-16T11:22:53Z

I just woke up, I fell really sick. Thats not good.

ax2x @ 2005-08-15T02:29:00

2005-08-15T06:31:54Z

This show means a lot to me. I hope it means a lot to everyone else also. I'm not gonna say YOU ALL BETTER FUCKING BE THERE blah blah, but just know its our last show and it does mean a lot. Hope to see you there!

ax2x @ 2005-08-13T23:34:00

2005-08-14T03:34:47Z

I got into warped tour for free and got to see a7x. it was awsume.